A few days ago, I was at the Jolly Bargeman with Joe and Mr. Wopsle. As Mr. Wopsle was telling us a story about a murder case when a man named Mr. Jaggers came to tell me that I had some great expectations. I recognized this man by the smell of scented soap, which was on the man at Miss Havisham's house. Mr. Jaggers informed me that a benefactor wants me to become a gentleman and live in a new sphere of life. Since that day, I have been dealing with even more internal conflicts. Joe is upset about my expectations, which makes it difficult for me. I want to be excited about this new life, but I also have to recognize the pain that it could cause my friends and family. People such as Uncle Pumblechook treat me differently now; it's as if they suddenly have some respect for me. While I rode in the carriage heading away from home, I realized that I am actually upset and guilty about leaving my family and what is familiar to me.
"All night there were coaches in my broken sleep, going to wrong places instead of to London....fantastic failures of journeys occupied me until the day dawned."
-Pip explaining his anxiety, page 169
"I deliberated with an aching heart whether I would not get down when we changed horses and walk back, and have another evening at home, and a better parting."
-Pip having second thoughts about his leave, page 170
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